it was yesterday.

8.00pm.
i was talking to lionel on the phone about studies and stuff. was supposed to start doing some work at 8pm, but heh, got carried away, instead talked with lionel till 8.20pm until my dad suddenly shouted at me to go do my work. i could see my dad was kinda pissed, so i got off the phone with lionel and went to the toilet first. just as i was about to enter my room, the telephone rang.
it was my brother. he had just crashed his motorcycle and was in the ambulance to SGH. from what i had heard, he was fine, but his girlfriend audrey had suffered a broken leg. i was quite relieved to hear that, but nevertheless, my parents and i immediately rushed to the hospital.
8.50pm
we reached the hospital.i found my brother and he told us more about what had happened. audrey was still somewhere else being treated. according to my brother, another bike(model super4) had bumped into his back while he was breaking due to heavy traffic. the bike flipped up from the back and audrey was flung forwards 10m while my brother was thrown 5m to the front. we were escorted to the family room by the doctor. it was a small waitin room which the doctor could update us with what was going on. audrey's mother and her boyfriend( she was divorced) joined us later. 5min later in the waitin room, the doctor came in. he said audrey's lungs were punctured by her broken ribs and that she had heavy internal bleeding.he also said that she could go anytime. but he and his team of doctors were already trying their best. he then left the room to continue trying to save audrey. upon hearing these words, my brother burst into tears. and shortly after, so did everyone in the room. even me.it was very, very sad, but there was still hope, and we all sat there in silence. i prayed to God.
9.10pm
the doctor came into the room again. audrey's pulse had come back, and the team of doctors were ready to bring her into the operating theatre. we all heaved a huge sign of relief.it was a good sign. but then the doctor continued. he said that audrey's blood pressure was dangerously low, and that he could not gurantee what would happen to audrey in the operating theatre.we hoped for the best.
9.20pm
my father started wondering when my brother was going to get treated. my brother was still in his wheelchair, as we were afraid that he had suffered some fractures. i pushed him outside for a smoke. i comforted him, saying that audrey was going to be fine, and told him to think positively. but there was nothing much i could then, and i was very worried myself too.
9.40pm
i pushed my brother back into the A&E room. he was already very depressed. we met my dad. my brother's friends had come too. we saw another injured person. turned out he was the one who had knocked into my brother's bike from the back.the bastard.he was in shock too. his fiancee had been his pillion and was getting treated too. he and my brother talked for awhile about the incident. the guy's friends came soon. there were many of them.
10.10pm
it was my brother's turn to get treated and x-rayed.we went inside the consultation room to talk to the doctor.we then went to the x-ray room.
10.30pm
the x-ray results for my brother had come back. he had suffered no fractures, and he just needed dressing up. my dad went to join my mum and audrey's mum+bf in the operating theatre waitin room.
10.50pm
i waited with my brother's friends. we all sat in silence.my brother was still getting treated. my dad had just come back to check on my brother.he was walkin towards us when he received a call. he told my brother's friends and i to quickly go to my mother. we ran. it was a long way to the operating theatre. upon reaching there, all i saw was audrey's mother crying, crying, crying. i knew the inevitable had happened. Audrey Leo had passed on.now was the problem. how were we going to convey the news to my brother that his girlfriend had died?
11.05pm
my brother had just finished getting his wounds treated. he immediately asked about audrey. we hesitated, then quietly told him. he remained in silence, which i presume was because of shock. then he cried. he cried like he had never done before. i had never ever seen my brother in such a state of distress. i cried too.my father comforted my brother.i tried too.

we went home shortly after that, as audrey's relatives were coming and audrey's mum, worried that there would be a commotion, told us to go home first. she was a very understanding woman.we comforted my brother till like 1am. then he, his friend and my father went to the traffic police station to make the official report after receiving a call from the officer in charge of the case.i went to sleep.

i woke up this morning, with a nagging feeling in my mind. What HAD happened? then the memories of the previous night flowed back into my mind. since then, my brother has been in his room most of the time, and i can hear his cries whenever i pass his room. in the few times that i have managed to see him, his eyes were swollen from crying too much. i feel so sad looking at him being like that. i feel sad as audrey was my friend too.

when audrey was first introduced to me by my brother, she was very quiet and didnt talk much. i presumed that it was arrogance.but as i got to know it better, i found out that it was actually because she was a shy person. once u made the effort to break that certain barrier with her, she was like normal friend whom u could talk to.

most of all, to me, this incident has made me think of joanna. how much i treasure her, and how much i love her. i love u joanna. missing u.



i may add more stuff later, but i'm not really in the mood right now. i'm still feeling depressed, but i thank God for joanna. i wanna go to marina bay again with her >.<

-Kenny-

hey dear.. noo u dont make me lose my appetite!!! its cause i think of u too much that i'm distracted : D and its in a positive way!! hahaz.. anyways love u.
-Kenny-

yesterday was fun, didnt make much progress though. heh. went to watch fantastic four with her. its was a good show. heh but didnt really concentrate much on the show though. was too preoccupied with her. went to marina bay after that. planned to study, but was too lazy hahaz. it was so romantic, and so private there. its a perfect place to spend time with someone whom u love there. god i miss that place so much. i miss her even more : )


today was basically stoning. didnt want to wake up at first, kept thinkin about yesterday. did my maths tuition homework after that. kinda hard, but luckily managed to finish it. then here i am now : D waitin for her to finish studying her geog : (

-Kenny-

hi darl. added the music in already. :)
poo. i make you lose your appetite!
ahha that doesn't sound very nice.
i sound like some gruesome monster..
it's raining. and i wanna go marina bay again!
haha. this is so random.
nuff said, update!

love.

second calculator got stolen. and its like an $8 cheap ass calculator la. damit. anyways, dun care. gonna get new one. thinkin of gettin a lock for my bag.
today was special. very special. heh. but its private.
went to school as usual today, boring as usual. i heard that something happened to a teacher today.. but its too gruesome to say it. its very sad. she was like so cheerful everyday. we were all very shocked that it had happened.
after school, met joanna, then we went to bk study, then
- PRIVATE-


went to my dad's office as our family was gathering there to meet and go to a restaurant. dinner was ok.. but i couldnt really eat much, i kept thinking of something(or someone?).. hahaz.. then we went home and cut cake. the cake was very delicious, being mocha with chocolate and stuff.
cant wait for tommorrow : D
-Kenny-

heh. my calculator got stolen. damit. theres a thief in class. first desmond's bottle, then my bottle, then terence's bottle, then my calculator. damn. hate it. haiz. i kinda liked that calculator. alot of memories with it. anyways, today was kinda the same as usual, kinda boring. had a s-s test, damn boring. anyways, dad naggin now for me to stop. DUN CARE. heh.
came home, studied abit. napped too. normal day lahz. nothing much. tommorrow's my dad's b'day. dunno wat to buy him. we gonna have a family dinner tommorrow. cant wait for tommorrow. today was boring enough. cya : )
-Kenny-

heh. Had some of the Monday blues today. dunno wats wrong with me. on the way to school, i felt kinda giddy. i was weird. lucky i had dominic to accompany me to school, dunno what would have happened without him. after awhile it was ok, but when i reached my classroom i suddenly felt nauseous. i couldnt take it anymore, rushed out of the class and puked in the toilet. no food came out, but i vomitted out some yucky green liquid. my friend said it was bile or something afterwards. ugh. grose.
School was rather slacky today. we had two free periods. one was english, which we guessed was because mrs chong had problems with her baby( she's heavily pregnant ) . that was the first period. we just sat around talkin crap. lionel finished his english summary hw on the way. i was too lazy lol. heck it. boring, yeah. then had physics. juz managed to pass my physics level test( its about Radiation, radioactive stuff, etc). phew. lost to matthew by one mark damn -_- . but heh. the level test was returned to us and i won matthew by one mark!!! heh. guess we're even lol. but he's the smarter one though. stupid photographic memory arse. he just studies the notes awhile and he understands it. me, i have to READ and STUDY like a million times before i get it. humph. recess then came, went to the school gym and pumped my chest like mad. did dropsets from 110 pounds till 60 pounds of 12 per set. chest hurts like mad now. but it feels good heh.
anyways, the other free lesson was maths. mrs chan, like mrs chong, was also on sick leave. spent it listening to zen and drawing stuff. bio was next, we learnt this genetic stuff and it was like facts facts facts. my brain almost exploded. zzz.
After bio, terence went to find miss koh ( BIATCH!!!) to get back his confiscated handphones. ( 3 of them lol, one N7250 and two N3310) went lookin for her like forever, until we spotted her going into 4B. terence went to ask her and she told him to find her at 2pm, which was like a half hour later. poor terence. i went home first.
Reached home at like 2+, almost 3. was so tired. had lunch, then watched tv till i fell asleep. went to do my tuition hw, then revised some bio. its so dam freakin filled with so many facts haiz. : (
heh. cant wait for thurs. three more days.
-Kenny-

hello! HAHAH. i'm the first to update! yay.
quick thank me for the layout! :D
i hope you like it..
i really have no idea what picture you want though..
if you find a better one just send me and i'll do the stuffs yeah.
anyway, i love kenny. kenny is so nice. ahah.
okay, nothing else.
you can do the rest of the blog.
bye kennyyyyy.

-JOANNA

hihi!!!!
kenny here! : D thank u so much for the layout Joanna!! this is cool stuff! shes ultra nice, took the time to make this template for mua.
hmmm... i think with a new blog, i gotta make an intro 1st. HI. i'm kenny, male, 16, and a singaporean. i'm currently studyin in maris stella, wich is a crap school, with a dumb principal and an even dumber discipline master. lucky i'm gonna escape the dumb place in 3 months.
speakin of that... THE O LVLS ARE COMIN.. which is super boring, gotta study everyday.. 3 more months.. and then doomday[S] comes : ( this blog here is about the drudgeries of my life, and dumb stuff that happens to me : P


hmmmm... about today,basically stoning at home, and doing some homework. its 3.15 now.. gonna wait for tuition l8ter at 4..
woke up at like 11.30.was quite tired.(heh talked till kinda late on the phone wif joanna yesterday : P ) was supposed to be that i woek up early so that i could go down to the nearby 7-11 to buy the papers for my dad. then when i was about to leave the house, my dad told me that he was gonna buy food from outside, so i need not buy the papers as he was gonna buy them from outside too!!!! GAWD I WOKE UP FOR NOTHING!!!! still felt tired, so i went back to bed feeling irritated. in the end, the feeling of irritatedness took over me and thus i was refused entry into dreamland! damn. so i went to stone in the hall. as usual, my mum NAG NAG NAGGED at me to go study. bleah. so i went to bathe, then locked my door. heh. sometimes i really do study in my room, but once in awhile i dont really have the mood, so i just lock the doors and do my stuff.. like read a book or talk to friends on my hp.
so basically i stoned till like 12.45, when my mum suddenly knocked on my door. she just gave me this a maths test paper. i was like huh?!?! but actually in my mind i was like " WTH!!! WTF?!?!?!?!" i was to like complete it in an hour. eventually i brought myself to do it. but damn. it was HARD. haiz. skipped like 3 questions and still couldnt finish it. i think my tutor allocated the time for my paper wrongly. haiz. passed it up to my mum, and told her about the difficulty of the paper. she wasnt too happy about it. haha. i dont give a damn really. dumb maths. went back to my room, locked the door, and finally feel asleep. and hour later i woke up, and here i am at the com now, waitin for my tutor to come at 4. its 3.30 now. hope she's late. heh. may be back at night : )

-Kenny-

CHUA ZHEN HAO KENNY
Catholic Junior College
CJC-Canoeing
Male
25/10/89
gatekeeper_missile@hotmail.com

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